As My Time Comes To An End
So here we are.
Almost to the end of the road on our Philadelphia grounding trip.
We've been here since September 28th, 2020 and we are readyyy to go...
Exactly 2 weeks until we start our summer vacation.
And I am counting the days...
I wish the east coast did something for me.
It just doesn’t.
The energy on this side is simply...
But as uninspiring as the geography is…
While I was (trying to) building a life here I was thinking to get a summer house in NJ.
Somewhere to act as a anchor or base to come back to when I needed to feel safe and wrapped up in love.
It's unfortunate to be speaking in past tense about something I wanted.
Its was a nice image.
So the surgery hasn’t happened yet.
Weight Loss. Thyroid.
Also, the environment has an effect on me that I can't put into words.
For that reason I have decided to travel for the summer just to get away from the stagnation of not wanting to be here.
I work better when I want to be outside.
My son was super anxious about catching COVID so he was a hermit the whole time we were here.
Game. Food. Youtube. Anime. REPEAT.
I only remember him going outside for doctors appointments٫ to play in the snow once and to go to the park a handful of times.