Feb 27, 20213 min readManaging Me - Wellness CheckI got all my THINGS in about 3 weeks ago and have officially started the journey to losing 23 pounds by 3/19.I started drinking my gallon a day and doing my workouts (cardio) before work - that lasted for all of a week.I wanted to finish all the leftovers in the fridge so I can start juicing but between the winter storm(s), working 7 nights a week and having no energy to do anything but lay... It didn't happen!The plan is to start juicing and eating 1 meal a day this coming week.Stay tuned to see what will come of this! Yall, I am so scared to fail at losing these now 20 pounds but I am at a serious loss here.I am going through some twisted version of seasonal/ locational depression and I can't shake it.I've been trying to play it off every day like I'm good but deep down I AM MISERABLE.I truly don't know how people up north wake up every day knowing it's as cold as it is and still do life.How do you go outside and function?How do you workout?Honestly, I work overnight just so I don't have to wake up to the cold.When I get home at 7 am it's already sunny so for me it's like... ATLEAST THERE IS SUN.Then I get irritated because; the sun is just up there for fun - heating NOTHING?!I even planned a popout trip to Florida just to see if their sun is working cuz ours is clearly broken! I keep trying to tough- love myself into working out but that has not been working.It sucks because in November I had finally started feeling a little normal since the world went to shit in early 2020.